non cupio studere...

I should've done something
But I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
I'd rather waste my time with you
I should've said something
But I've said it enough
By the way my words are fading
I'd rather waste my time with you
-Blue And Yellow, The Used

...So instead I shalt blog. Not about any of those topics I promised, as I am much too lazy. Therefore I shall just take a leaf out of Hailz' book and share some random thoughts of today.

1. There was a guy sitting in front of me in psyc playing snake on his phone, instead of checking his Facebook like everyone else does. WIN!
2. Who would have guessed that a lecture on Positive Psychology could be so depressing?
3. Does using Latin on Facebook count as studying? I only have to learn four pages of verbs and their forms by Friday.
4. I think I'm addicted to blogs.
5. I have recently discovered that being anywhere near the oldest of my younger brothers makes me feel like throwing up because he creeps me out so much, this disturbs me somewhat.
6. Vampires and faeries are cool, providing they are the kind that torture/eat/kill people. Otherwise they are boring. Go read Tithe or something.
7. Being a member on RuneScape is much less entertaining if you have absolutely no time to play.
8. I really should get some sort of ID sorted, or being 18 isn't going to mean anything.
9. Devon just made me lose The Game.
10. I really just wanted to get to 10, I have no interesting thoughts at all.

Stay tuned for more Pathetic Tales From A Broken Doll.

xx

Really?

The only thing worse than not knowing
Is you thinking that I don't know
I'm just having another episode
I just need a stronger dose
-7 Minutes In Heaven, Fall Out Boy

OMFG!! Today is making me question EVERYTHING!! I'm so confused. So confused that I opened this blog with a song by a band that I've already used to open with. That's just crazy.

First, while listening to the CD me and Devon got yesterday (Fall Out Boy, From Under The Cork Tree) I heard a song that I DID NOT KNOW!! You have no idea how weird that is, I have every song by Fall Out Boy up to Infinity On High on my lap top hard-drive. HOW DO I NOT KNOW THIS SONG? If you were wondering, the song was the one I opened with, 7 Minutes In Heaven. Which I know I've listened to, and it's not like I've never heard the CD before. What the fuck?

Then while checking my Facebook, I noticed a group that Hailz had joined. "I thought the numbers on the toaster were a heat setting". And guess what, it's not. The numbers are minutes. MINUTES. How obvious is that, for me to not know? That's nuts! So now I start to question reality. I start yelling that today is not normal and I'm just so fucking confused.

Eventually I calm down and check Blackboard before I get started on my work. I go to the discussion board like every other day, expecting to see the many posts questioning the assignment on the PSYC121 board, that turn up every day. THERE ARE NONE!! Zero. Nothing. Zilch. There are less posts than the number 1. There are less posts than there are streakers at the average high school badminton game. Now I don't even know what's real. Do I even exist? Is life just some sick joke, they make me expect certain things, give me a routine, and then KILL IT?!

What the hell. There aren't even words to describe how absolutely wrong today is. sdtfg7sxhdbyu7das6fct xzysfgyktksyrestkguyfg.

EDIT: And now I'm being told I can't use ! in my post label :| GRFGERYGYGJGSYTHSTFHGY????!!!

Stay tuned for more Pathetic Tales From A Broken Doll.

xx

Completely Pointful

You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from
Don't you know by now
You can't turn back
'Cause this road is all you'll ever have
-Fences, Paramore

Okay, once again it's been awhile since I wrote one of these, but since I'm kinda short on time this isn't going to be a real blog anyway. I thought I'd just write something for the sake of it, and tell you a few topics I may rant/write about in the future.

1. Homophobia
2. Conformism
3. Feminism
4. Latin
5. Public transport
6. Social networking sites
7. Uncomfortable clothes/makeup
8. The band
9. Photos vs. videos
10. The art of unfinishing
11. Useless bags
12. RuneScape

Well that's all I could think of while waiting for PSYC121 yesterday when I was meant to be studying. I have to go brush my teeth now.

Oh, and I can legally buy alcohol on Thursday!! And I get cake :D

Stay tuned for more Pathetic Tales From A Broken Doll.

xx