Arrrgh!

So tell me what do I need (tell me what do I need)
Whoa, whoa
When words lose their meaning (when words lose their meaning)
Whoa, whoa
I was spinning free
Whoa
With a little sweet and simple numbing me
Stumble till you crawl
Whoa
Sinking into sweet uncertainty (oooh)
-Sweetness, Jimmy Eat World

So tired.

I'm currently looking after 3 kids because mum's in hospital. It's not very happy making, I mean, who has a bath at 6:30am? 'Cause I'm the one who has to get up and run it. Besides, I can't even look after myself. I don't know how to cook. And I keep forgetting things, like putting enough food in the lunchboxes or washing the conditioner out of Nicole's hair. Help!?

In other news, I'm supposed to be studying for exams. Good thing I'm finished school and don't have any exams 'til next week. I can't be in 2 places at once.

Everything hurts :(

Stay tuned for more Pathetic Tales From A Broken Doll.

xx

Blah Blah Blah

When I said "Good morning"
I was lying
I was truly thinking of
How I might quit waking up
-Much Like Falling, Flyleaf

So, I got my little housing situation sorted. Hopefully. Looks like I'll be staying at home, providing the police check doesn't come back with anything.

Two days left of school. I haven't done any of the work I was supposed to do. I haven't cleaned my room out to make room for Devon like I was supposed to. I haven't studied for any exams apart from Calculus. I'm so unprepared to finish high school that it's not funny. I don't wanna grow up!

Actually, on that note, I don't want to do anything. I feel so useless and pathetic, which just makes me feel worse. I'm so tired and I'm wanting food all the time, and it worries me a little considering last time that happened...

Grr.

I give up.

Stay tuned for more Pathetic Tales From A Broken Doll.

xx